"The Contagius Energy"

Most of my days are filled by a positive energy. I always get excited to do anything (except when I have a bad mood). When I make plans, I also think for the bad scenarios that might happen. But I always stick to the positive sides and never think too much about the bad things that maybe come along.

Recently, I feel a bit irritated by a friend of mine. She is one of my friends from the Junior High School. We are not quite close, but we discuss many things together and we have a lot of fun. But one things that make me irritated that most of her acts and saying were negatives. I feel like the negative energy of her suck me and it takes a lot of positive energy of mine. Well, maybe it is too much to say but it does happen. The negative energy is spreading and contagius!!! I used to cheer her up but it seems not working anymore. The negative energy of her is very strong. Everytime I give her support the negative energy bounce it back!! It becomes like a shield to her and I can not get through. She also do not want to take of the shield around her. I run out of idea to get her out of the energy surround her. And then bit by bit I constantly become more pesimistic and less smiling when I am around her and listen another excuse of her life. “I can not do this….I am not like you….I can not do that…. I just confused…..” I am sure you know what it is like when you hear those negative words again and again. Hufffffff……. It is so tiring inside when good energy being taken away from you….

We tend to choose something that makes us happy and this thing is make me unhappy. So I decide to take further step from her. We not meet as much as yesterdays. Usually, I always take her with me to hang out together, eating out together or just window shopping or visited a new place together. But lately, I did it by myself. It better than I have to lost half of my positive energy. I do my best to help her out from the negative shield, but every human has it own point when she/he can not take it no more. But I do hope, someday she will be able to get out from the circle.